I sit and wonder how you are
We used to call, we used to write
We used to laugh and talk all night
When I met you, our embrace was real
I felt you, I saw you in those eyes
Now I sit alone and am not sure why
Are the words you said real
Am I wrong for how I feel
Can I not be your friend
Am I wrong for not wanting it to end
I want to help you
But you shut me out
And I am left alone
Trying to figure it out
Friends say I shouldn’t be sad
He wasn’t ready, just be glad
But they don’t know the you I saw
They didn’t experience the great fall
It was real
It was sweet
It was the world at my feet
But maybe I just wanted to see what you couldn’t give
Maybe I am not what will help you live
As a friend, I hope you find your way
And I hope you know I loved you today
I tried to help, I tried to care
But you left me feeling stupid and bare
So know I meant every word I said
And think about how you left me feeling dead
*These were my thoughts on love…after drinking.